Direction

So I don't know where to take this blog. What direction to take with it. At the moment, I'm relaxing for a bit, watching Tabatha's Salon Take Over. Just finished having a toast with butter. I LOVE BUTTER!!!!!!!!!

So I know what direction I do not want this blog to go in. I don't want to keep blogging about HIV but it is on my mind. I will be honest though. I know that it's my "pain body" that wants to continue talking about it. (Google pain body/Eckhart Tolle, if you are reading this and are not sure what I'm referring to) So back to the being honest part. I completely want sympathy, I want a big bowl of Pitty Soup. With a glass of Pitty Water and an extra side of Pitty. Pitty, pitty pitty! However; as soon as someone does feel bad I immediately say, "ohh it's ok, it's not a big deal" Who am I kidding? It is a big deal. At least it is to me.

You know how you encounter people that complain about things so trivial, and you wonder what is up with that? I think we naturally measure other people's problems based on how we would define the same problem in our lives. Truth is, however small of a problem one may be facing, in their universe, it could be a catastrophe, and it is! Regardless of what the problem may be, if it feels like the weight of the world on your shoulders, then it is.

On diff note... I have found a new artist that I am completely in love with! I was watching the PBS Sunday Morning Show and they had a feature on Melody Gardot. What a voice!!! I have this zit on my forhead, right below my temple/hairline. OMG it hurts! I want it gone!!! I'll sign out for the time being, get ready for my drive back El Centro! I miss it!!!!!!

~Ante